Sometimes, we shine in the light. We all go through life’s maze. I am amazed that after all this time, I’m still here. People come and go through our journey in life. Bad apples, they weed themselves out. On the cool, it’s good to let the bad apples fall from your branches. Throw them far from yourself. Sometimes, you find yourself when you lose one.
Not everyone loves you like you love them. Do not be let down when you find out their intent is to steal your thunder. Do not be surprised when they vanish. For they were never the đŻ you thought they were. Pick up your pieces and move on.
Respect is a two-way street. If they do not respect who you are or what you are about, cut them from yourđł. Dead weight wastes energy when trying to revive the dead and dying apples. They for sure would not try for you.
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Beatiful lies are in some cases better! Than the cold hard truth. If the truth would mess up your life as you know it. Would you still wish to know? If knowing the truth gave you a sense of deep deceptions with all you had been close to. Would you still want to know? Would the truth stop your life as you know it. Truth does hurt. It can change things. The light in truth is real. Can not change the truth.
I was raised up with far from the truth told. I hated my Parents for not being there. I was lied to about my siblings. Listing to others thoughts and feeling of my mother.
My Grandmother hated my mom. I hated my mom because of what side I was on. Deep down inside I loved her.
In the resements I learned with the truth that came to be later on. Was to much for me at that age. I for sure vowed to get revenge. Knowing the Truth is a blessing and in some case it more convenient to belive a lie.
I found out the truth. Did not do well with it. The suffering I did was to my self. For the truth shall set you Free. Took many years to forgive the truth. “Do not be a prisoner to the lies”!!!!
I waited 12 years after my last trip to prison, before I was comfortable to write the book Issues. Comfortable enough in my own skin, to be a positive influence â¨ď¸ To those who bear the same afflictions as myself, 14 years I have not touched Dope. 18 years free. 2 other books telling you truths. Determination works if you work it. There is most definitely a Loving God. kurkoinspires.org
Nothing Inspires me more than some one asking, have I published anything new. To find out. They had not gotten there hands on my 3rd book.
To see them light up over the fact there is more for them to read. Makes me feel like I have actually made a difference.
The guy that got his hands on The Chronicals Of Paul. Said that he was not from around these parts. Reading my books were verry interesting to him for that fact.
He said to me I enjoy the wrighting style you have. You never know the power of your story.
From some one who failed at wrighting essays in school. Pressured by dyslexia not to compleat a sentance with out a mistake. Knowing every letter I sent home was scared by words scratched out an misspelled.
To the fact that I have actually written 3 books. Over come the odds of being a Statistic. Made it out of the mental prison I built for my self. Locked up in the real thing is what changed my out look on the future.
You can give your life to them they do not mind making you a number. To stop you have got to become tired of getting what you always have. Reach higher than your failures find your worth.
Free your self. Thanks to all who have supported my journey for the past five years. Stay inspired. Life happens once, live every day to the fullest.
I have experienced those times in life when I didnât think I would make it out. Seemed every day was a challenge to complete. When you find yourself challenged over and over again, and things are not going as planned -you might need to look at the root cause.
One thing I can always go back to when thinking about the past, are my mistakes. The mistakes I’ve made along the way were learning experiences. I have learned a lot about life in the short time I have lived. One thing Iâve learned is that when the bad outweighs the good, a change is needed to get back to the better things in life. I had my share, there were those that I could control. Then there were those bad times that took control. As I have gotten older in mind and body. I can separate the two.
When you’re sucked into the vacuum of addiction, there is no way out but to empty the bag. Many addicts cannot see their life being sucked away because of the dust that addiction is causing. When you are sitting in a room for hours on end with the dope buddies, seems alright as everyone gets their high on. What is to happen when the party is over and the laughter stops? When the last of the last has been finished off? This is when the vacuum starts to suck you in. Reality takes on an ominous darkness of failed choices. The chemical in the brain that makes you feel euphoric has been super charged for hours on end and now the dopamine is depleted.
Youâre starting the phase of coming down. Depression easily can take over the mind, especially if youâve found yourself getting behind on the rent and bills to chase the dragon. You find yourself just a bit more in debt. The false reality that you are more productive because you are high is a myth. What I am talking about is methamphetamine.
Your right, you can get some things accomplished but it is only a matter of time before that once found pick me up becomes a put me down. From staying up so long, it only becomes a matter of time before you start to decline. Work performance deteriorates, and life starts to slip by. Bills become unattainable to pay and everything bad seems to intensify. Then the unthinkable takes place, as you find yourself chasing the dragon again. The Law gets involved, and fortunately for some that is a life saver. For others it just adds to the Issues of getting high. Hey now, just let me tell ya it’s fun in the beginning, but in the end the chaos will eat you from the mind out.
On the cool there were many times I found myself thinking âMan I may not make it out this time.â I had spent many years of my life wasted, due to the fact that I could not get passed the resentments that chained me to a life of hell. In the end at the age of thirty, a blessing happened. My first child was to change my world from selfish intent, to one of sharing and love.â¤
I’d like to say as bad as it all sounds, it was just that bad. I have overcome that revolving door of prison and addiction. If you accidentally dropped your stash, I’d throw it away for you. Find a way out, you may think there is no way. I’m here to tell you there is. Get inspired to have a better life. Contact me, perhaps I can help.
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When I sit down to write, I take what has affected me and put it all into words in an effort to inspire men and women from all walks of life. I had no clue that sharing my story would have the impact that it has. Itâs a fact that writing can and will set you free from issues that have kept you held captive as a prisoner of self-doubt and mental torment.
I have a God found love for humanity. I want those suffering from one issue or another to know that they can break the chains that hold them down. If you need someone to talk to, Iâm here for you.
Just finished The Chronicles Of Paul! What can I say? Well, really a lot. I’ll try not to go on and on too much.
First though, I’ve got to tell you how intrigued I was with Paul’s story, beginning with the first chapter of “Issues”. You learn real fast that he had a very difficult childhood. Therefore, his life as an adolescent, teenager, and young adult was riddled with crime, addiction, and run-ins with the law. Makes perfect sense to me. Then …somewhere down the line he meets Kiesha! The love story begins. I was hooked. I had to know what happened next.
Here comes Loopholes, more graphic and detailed than the first. I could hardly stand it! I started one evening after work reading it and fell asleep with it in my hands, (NO, not because it was boring) and had to finish it the next morning before going to work. I thought I just would not be able to function that day if I didn’t.
Sidenote: I’m a 65-year-old Christian woman that starts each day with her bible and prayer. However, that particular morning I chose Paul’s book over my bible because of the time crunch. God understood, because He knew I was still learning of His love and grace. Paul, however, did not. He informed me to reach for my bible first, then his book later! I finished Loopholes, cheering Paul and Kiesha on, and gave them a little corner of my heart that is just theirs.
Well, I just had to have “The Chronicles of Paul” in my hot little hands ASAP. This book is amazing! Hang on when you read it. If you are like me, you’ll be exhausted, yet exhilarated, when you get to the back cover. Paul’s style of writing is sooo raw and real that you feel like you were right there alongside him. I know Paul went through a lot writing his books, but I am so grateful he did. This man is on a mission to get his story out so that it could save someone some heartache and give them hope. Like he says, if he could turn his life around, you can too….with God’s help.
“Chronicles” is sooo intimate. Life lessons are taught here if y’all accept them. You can also learn what impact just one situation can have on your life. How you handle it affects you and those around you. Paul has such a deep love for family, and the HUGE extended family. He’s loyal, humble, and appreciative of those that helped him. God puts angels here on earth to help us, and he sure surrounded Paul with them when he needed them most! Sometimes, you get to be the angel!
If you met Paul today for the first time you would think “what a happy, nice, polite, young man.” Then if you read his books, you’ll never believe what he went through to get where he is today. Again, if he can you can too.
Paul takes nothing for granted. He is very successful today. He has a beautiful family, home, job and is an author! He’ll never understand the influence he’s had on me by sharing his story with me. I have a choice every day how it’s going to go, and I choose joy!
Thank you for being you, Paul Kurko Jr., and being my friend!!
Linda Richards
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When I sit down to write, I take what has affected me and put it all into words in an effort to inspire men and women from all walks of life. I had no clue that sharing my story would have the impact that it has. Itâs a fact that writing can and will set you free from issues that have kept you held captive as a prisoner of self-doubt and mental torment.
I have a God found love for humanity. I want those suffering from one issue or another to know that they can break the chains that hold them down. If you need someone to talk to, Iâm here for you.
Throughout life there are people who like to step on others to get up the ladder. Stuff happens to the best of us. The way in which you respond to these folks says alot about you. You can’t let them steal your thunder.
I was not raised in the home I wanted to be. Not many of us are. I formed resentments at a young age. That created a life for me that was stepped on. When you go to prison, you end up stepping on your self. You are looked down on by others that have done no wrong, when you thought you were a first pick.
Felonies hinder the interviews. People that cannot find employment turn to their old ways. In the end, if nothing changes -the game is still the same. Chewing us up, spitting us out like a bad taste. When the fact is that you work hard, know what you’re doing and have good work ethics. In the end you are still a silent liability.
If you keep stepping on yourself, you don’t have to worry about those stepping on you. Find your worth and break the chains. You are worth your best shot. There is hope for us all. Giving up is not an option. Let me just say that if I can pull it together anyone can!
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When I sit down to write, I take what has affected me and put it all into words in an effort to inspire men and women from all walks of life. I had no clue that sharing my story would have the impact that it has. Itâs a fact that writing can and will set you free from issues that have kept you held captive as a prisoner of self-doubt and mental torment.
I have a God found love for humanity. I want those suffering from one issue or another to know that they can break the chains that hold them down. If you need someone to talk to, Iâm here for you.
“Why? Why not?” I lived with so many questions while growing up, that trying to answer them all put me through the ringer. I was motivated by revenge because of the fact that I had been taken as a child. Or so I felt, and it was never corrected. “How was I supposed to deal with being taken from my mother?”
My feelings toward that are very strong. Still to this day. There was no psychologist or counselor going to get me to talk of my issues. I knew they would tell whatever I told, so I would not tell. I kept it all inside. Like a bottle rocket, with no hole to escape. But sure enough lit.
All I needed was contact with my mother. We snuck phone calls. She never once told me to act out for her. I did it all in spite. Look at how my life has been through the pages of my book ‘Issuesâ , and you will see where spite gets you. In it, you’ll read what my life was like being in the tornado of the justice system.
Are you facing problems in your life? Then connect with me. I want you to know that you are not alone. Who knows. Perhaps, we can be there for each other.
Sometimes in life, you may feel as if the odds are stacked against you. This is the point where you buckle down and push hard to get through the day. For tomorrow will become yesterday with a little faith. Push forward, it wonât last forever âŚunless you let it.
We as humans are flawed, each and every one of us. We all have issues. What we do with our feelings defines us to a point. Feelings are hard to deal with for most of us.
With that said, think of something in your life that hurt you. Afterwards, you probably felt changed. Maybe you lost some joy, trust or that deep down goodness. Then multiply that over and over. Thatâs what some of us go through.
Never being able to deal with that first issue that hurt you -when multiplied by more hurtful events, can take a toll. Makes your light go from dim -to darkness. Well, I want you to know that you are not alone. Donât believe me? Then read my book entitled âIssuesâ. When youâre done, connect with me. Who knows. Perhaps, we can be there for each other.
I have written pages from my life to give hope to those who feel that there is no way out.
I didn’t plan to live the way I did. To me, it was all just reaction. There is not anything special with me. Just had made some poor choices. When you forgive yourself and start believing that you can -you can let go of the issues that chain you.
See the loopholes form and be thankful for the fact that you’re here to live another day. The Chronicles Of Paul is my thanks to my support team. Each and everyone that believed in me even when I couldn’t look myself in the mirror.
Guilt can and will open the gates of Hell.
Paul Kurko Boooks
When I sit down to write, I take what has affected me and put it all into words in an effort to inspire men and women from all walks of life. I had no clue that sharing my story would have the impact that it has. Itâs a fact that writing can and will set you free from issues that have kept you held captive as a prisoner of self-doubt and mental torment.
I have a God found love for humanity. I want those suffering from one issue or another to know that they can break the chains that hold them down. If you need someone to talk to, Iâm here for you.
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